who am i...

Who am I? Ha! I wish I knew! The thing is that there are so many different emotions going through me that I have no idea.

Sometimes I am so happy that I can barely contain myself. Everyone around me soaks up all that happiness and it becomes infectous...thay can't help but to be happy too.

More times, however, I am anything but happy. Depressed, stressed, anxiety, sadness, anger....

Those are all words that can be used to describe how I feel.

And, I can go through all of those emotions in one day...in one hour sometimes.

So, I guess the only way to answer the question "Who am I?" would be determined by what day (or hour) it is.

Who am I today? Well, I guess I am a sad, depressed girl who is hurting over how horrible the World is becoming. Why can't people see that we are causing our own problems? A lot of people are quick to blame them on God. If something good happens...God works in mysterous ways. If something bad happens...God has his reasons.

Do I think that God is the cause and the cure of our problems? HELL NO! We make and cure our own lives. If we sit on our asses and wait for God to do something for us then we are pathetic!

Am I religious? I guess you have already guessed no to that...and you would be right.

Do I believe in God? Yes.

But to help ourselves and to help our World we have to take responsibility for our own actions and we have to go into action instead of waiting for God to do it for us. If we all stood up for each other and stopped blaming God, or the Devil for that matter, on the probelms that we ourselves are causing then this world would be a much better place.

Maybe then....I would know who I am....